I guess this is growing up.

Starting today, no more jokes and comments. No more going out of my way just to offend anyone. I’ve been controling my anger really, really well lately and I just want to take it that step further and actually stop being so immature about a particular situation that should just be left until everything pans out. Not for me or for the other person involved, but for people that we both love. There’s absolutely no point anymore and there never was. It shouldn’t have even happened in the first place. I’d apologise, but I know nothing I say means anything to you. So I’ll just stop.